Jitters

Well, I think I've had enough of the blog hiatuses (hiati? I don't know). School has been enough to make me exhausted, and I still feel behind. Today we're trying something new. I'm at home, and studying the lectures on my own. I don't know how it will work out, but seeing as I've gone through 2 hours of notes on my own in the last 45 minutes, I think it's going to be a time saver. Only works if the notes are good though. So that makes me nervous but optimistic at the same time.

I'm also staying home because I'm jittery. Way too much so to sit in class. You know when you get good news, but you can't really believe it. That's how I feel right now. I'm waiting on some confirmation of good news, but it's like I feel like I don't deserve it. That something is wrong and it couldn't possibly be true. I'm being probably as illogical as I have ever been on this one, but I swear, in a past life I generated some really bad karma and it keeps on biting back. Anyway, needless to say I'm going a little nuts today.

Altogether, I've had the hardest time ever concentrating these last couple of weeks. I just want to focus, but I'm having a tough time. I think I'm starting to get a bit burnt out in these last few months of school. Hopefully I can get myself on track and not get too side tracked. Gotta finish strong so I can really enjoy my summer. Oh well. 10 weeks (a little less!) to summer.